"Hi, my name is Tabi Alverson,
&& I'm addicted to Gossip Girl."
And the only cure, is finishing the seasons. Pathetic yes, I know. Except it has actually taught me a lot. && everyone doesn't seem to know their real parents. An episode, Serena was set out to find her father. I am hoping to do the same.
I was adopted on December 6th 2000. I am the daughter of a druggie/prostitute, and drug dealer? Perfect match, yes? I grew up wondering, was I that bad that my mother wouldn't give up drugs for me? These past few years I have come to realize, everything really does happen for a reason.
I wouldn't of been able to have the great life I now have. I wouldn't of been able to be so close to my brother. Or have met the people in my life. So for that I am grateful.
Its been 15 years without the egg and sperm donor. And after those long years I think its time to seek out and find them. I am grown enough now, that I know who my parents are. I am mature enough to handle this on my own. And I am strong enough, to handle the consequences of what will happen, good or bad.
On this adventure of seeking them, I hope to go without high hopes. Because without high hopes, it means zero failure. I have no clue what I will say, although I have had 15 years to figure it out. There will be tears, lots and lots of talking && hopefully I will walk away with my pride and answered questions. Wish me luck.
Family is forever. Blood or not. I know who mine is.
